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Tibby- thenewhope
Posted on 2005.04.03 at 22:13

Guess what everybody?  I got a new journal.  I'm just tired of this one.  Here's the link to the new one:

 

tennis_babe22

It will be mostly public but there will be some private entries so if you want to read those add me.  I've probably already added you :)


Tibby- thenewhope
Posted on 2005.03.26 at 10:17
Current Mood: calmcalm
Just a note to everybody: my computer was like dying yesterday but my daddy has it fixed for the moment. If I'm suddenly gone for a long period of time I'm not dead! My computer is just broken and I am waiting for my dad to set up the new one. Hopefully this won't happen but you never can tell.

XOXO, Hannah

Tibby- thenewhope
Posted on 2005.03.18 at 22:57
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Michelle's Smiling- Full House
10th Grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and i handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did.

Prom night
After everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was
graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.





This made me cry because I realize I'm like the guy in it and if I don't do anything I could ruin my life...

Tibby- thenewhope

Doesn't it just scream buy me?

Posted on 2005.03.16 at 18:16
Current Mood: mellowmellow
Current Music: St. Elmo's Fire (Man in Motion)- David Foster

Does anyone else have a painful urge to buy this shirt??


Tibby- thenewhope
Posted on 2005.03.02 at 15:42
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: dryer
Stolen from Jessi and Caity:

You post a comment with the name of three characters or celebrities. I have to pick one to push off a cliff, one to marry and one to shag.

This shall be interesting...


Tibby- thenewhope
Posted on 2005.01.22 at 19:59
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: Daughters- John Mayer

Okay so I got bored with the old Friends only banner so I had to delete that post to put a new one up.  I like this one much better:

Credit it to ___underoath for making this!  It rocks!  Anyways you know the drill, comment if you wanted to be added and you can then view my journal...I just want to make sure you aren't some stalker type person.  Haha...